Is it possible to be more sore today then yesterday? Apparently. The coughing and hacking have made my ribs and back more sore. I'm also experiencing discomfort in the ute, heavier bleeding and some slighty chunkage today. I thought they got all that out? WTF people. Can someone please explain to me how long this is supposed to last?
I'm tired, I'm hungry, and I'm sore. I just want to cry because I want this done with. I want to get back to some semblance of life and quit harping on the way I feel and my emotional trauma because frankly I'm starting to have a really hard time of holding my shiz together. At this moment with my throat on fire and my chest hurting so bad, crying would do me more physical harm than emotional good and I just can't handle that on top of everything else. I shouldn't have to choose between crying and breathing.
I have very few choices in my life at the moment: sofa or recliner, channels on TV, water or apple juice, chicken soup or icecream (neither of which go down very well) and that's about it. Adding crying vs breathing to that small list is not exactly comfort.
I REALLY want something else to talk about.
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