I'm calling it this morning. BFN. I swear there was a trace of brown blood in my urine this morning but I tested anyway with the pink dye FRER. Nothing to interpret. Negative. Couple all that with the drop in temp and its over.
I honestly do not know what happened. There is no denying THREE faint positive tests, a thermal shift or the insanely long LP that should have resulted in a pregnancy. I don't know if you could call this a CP without a Dr.'s confirmation and I don't know if I want to know.
When I throw these peesticks away, I will also be throwing away our last dreams of a 2010 baby.
The best I can hope for this morning is to go to church and pray that god gives me peace with this, because right now, I'm not okay with it.
((hugs))
ReplyDeleteI wish there was something more I could say. I know the disappointment you are feeling though.
Go get yourself some more Subway (not that it will help but even if it gives you 5 minutes of feeling better then it is worth it)
To answer your question, I have no idea why our bodies just cannot behave. I wish I had wisdom and the knowledge of just what to say. I still have my faith in you. I just know that one day things will change. Does that make this whole mess easier? Of course not. But, I love you and I'm thinking about you.
ReplyDeleteOh, and I nominated you for an award. Thought you could use a little sunshine in your life. ::hugs::
I'm sorry sweetie :-(
ReplyDeleteThere's still hope to get ku in March and have a December baby. Know that I'm sending you tons of love and good thoughts. I know Beth was looking forward to church today. I hope you both had a nice time.
Oh, babe. I had no idea what all I'd missed over the weekend. Lots of love coming your way. I don't know what else to say.
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