I tried to prepare myself for the pain of the physical miscarriage. Emotionally I was prepared. Physically is another story. I know it will end eventually but I was not quite prepared for it to last this long.

Have you ever tried to sleep, shivering on a toilet? The pain was so bad last night and coming every 3-5 minutes that I basically stayed on the toilet wracked with cold chills, throwing up. I Couldn't lay down, they got worse. I'm exhausted and still hurting though not quite as bad as last night. I still can't lay down though, the pain gets really bad if I do.

I KNOW it has to end soon, but it would be nice if the stupid Vicodin would atleast take the edge off.