Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I'm a chickenshit.

I'm on day 18 or so of my last cycle of TTA. (which requires nothing more from me than not taking fertility drugs.) If we are going to TTC, I need to call the Dr. and get back on Met and get the Clomid ready. Every day I put it off for another day. Before too long, it will be too late.

I'm feeling better physically. I'm hoping I am moving beyond the crazywhateverthefuckitwas thing. DH is ready to try again and I would love to have a baby before the end of 2010.

So why can't I make my fingers dial the freakin' phone to the Dr.? Someone Kick me.


  1. You were put through a lot last year. I think it is perfectly natural for you to hesitate before jumping in to doing it all again. You know in your heart what you want, and it in the end you'll do the right thing - whatever that is for you.

    If it is a quick kick you need though, I might be able to lend a hand... :)

  2. HEY--I did it. Now it's your turn.