I'm calling it this morning. BFN. I swear there was a trace of brown blood in my urine this morning but I tested anyway with the pink dye FRER. Nothing to interpret. Negative. Couple all that with the drop in temp and its over.
I honestly do not know what happened. There is no denying THREE faint positive tests, a thermal shift or the insanely long LP that should have resulted in a pregnancy. I don't know if you could call this a CP without a Dr.'s confirmation and I don't know if I want to know.
When I throw these peesticks away, I will also be throwing away our last dreams of a 2010 baby.
The best I can hope for this morning is to go to church and pray that god gives me peace with this, because right now, I'm not okay with it.