March definately came roaring in yesterday with beautiful blue skies and a biting cold wind. I took a walk around my yard yesterday morning and the daffodils are budding like crazy. I forgot that at this time of year, my "normal" allergies go a litle nuts. They are definately acting up.
At the Dr's office yesterday, she decided that we are going to treat these "food allergy attacks" that are most likely based on mold, just like anyone else who has daily allergies. She gave me a perscription for a pregnancy safe daily allergy medicine to try for a few weeks and see how I feel. Her hopes are that by reducing the antihistine's, my reactions will be less noticeable and therefore make me less anxious.
She also doesn't want me to fear trying to get pregnant or taking the Clomid and Metformin. Easier said then done but I'm going to try. She recommended Wii Fit, Yoga, and daily exercise as well as church to help work with my anxiety.
So I feel a little better that I have a plan. I'm really hoping the allergy meds help, even though I haven't quite gotten over my fear of trying a new medicine. She also gave me a nasal spray which I'm very nervous to take. I've never done a nasal spray before and honestly have a phobia of things touching my nose.
I'm hoping for some renewed energy and calmness soon because I'm ready to keep living with my gardening and TTC and friends etc. I'm tired of living clustered in my life centered on my failings.